The night is young and my heart wallows in shadows... Yearning for my beloved's love...

I miss his irresistable smile and killer eyes.

I'm all emo right now 'cause I was listening to the song that he sang to me when we were both stargazing... Oh the moment was magical... Anyhoo, the song title was Yellow by Coldplay...

The lyrics of the song made me cry. ;A;

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My last moments with him were soul destroying. We were both told never to talk again to each other. Tears ran down from my eyes. I had to wait 'til 18. Gosh. So, our situation is more like of Romeo and Juliet.

My heart throbbed when I reminisced about the last moment. Those last few seconds. The pain was unbearable. People had given me advices like go look for another man.HELL NO.. Argh, damn it.

Each night, I would dream about him. And I thought to myself... That I'll only see him on my dreams 'til 18. I never told my sister about this because when I would ask help from her, it wouldn't help me out. Kuso.

Everywhere I go, I would retrace the steps that we both took. The laughter we shared, our little arguments, and the moments we had. They will be forever missed.

Seconds, minutes, hours, days... I'm counting them backwards.

Kuso! I'm rambling random shit here XD
Gomen, for my emo-ness ;A; *bows*

this is him, btw <3